out in the WONDERLAND

Journal Closed

2009-02-18T23:06:34Z

THIS JOURNAL WILL BE CLOSED NOW!!

my new one is:
touya_shi

If you want to, you can add me again!! :D
and for everyone else: good bye (^.~)

(the main-reason is, that I have this blog for 2 years now and just need something new xD)
(and just to let you know: I won't delete this one)

Ready for something NEW?

2009-02-18T20:37:09Z

The only thing that's left to do is adding a new Header and THEN!!!!! .....
my new journal is finished x'D
(actually I already created it 2 weeks ago xDDDDDDDDDDD")
haaa..........
I think I'll do it tonight and then I'll post the link ^__~

~~~~~

Today I was at my "employer" (actually it's the innkeeper of a restaurant^^) and talked to his son about the homepage I will create for them~
and then I went shopping!! aaah... new shower gel with an amazing GOOD scent *o*
tomorrow I have to got to school to discuss something with my teacher <__<;;
I don't want.....

whatever ^-^
let's see if I find a nice header :D

kuraiiii @ 2009-02-17T22:23:00

2009-02-17T21:33:20Z

"There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
and it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it"

gosh, I'm so pissed of!
I'm online for not even a minute and get stupid messages (e__e)
aaah....
ok.
the movie I just watched was one of the most beautiful I ever saw <3
Tim Burton's the best!!! XD

byebye now,
work is waiting :D'

Friday 13th

2009-02-13T20:01:28Z

Friday 13th - it really became an unlucky day for me (x__x)

I have such a guilty conscience because of my grandpa~ He wanted to pick me up after school (I rarely ask him to do that) and I accidentally said the wrong time to him!! He waited for over an hour (;__;) I can't believe that I said 09:30am instead of 11:30am ...
I feel so stupid and bad D:

The second thing was, that when I came home, I was told that my greatuncle died...
He lived pretty far away so that I couldn't have seen him that often~ But it's always sad when the family is getting smaller......

there were more bad things happening, but not worth to talk about~

I was scribbling around with Adobe Illustrator and made some small key-chains~ ^^ (without chains xD I have none...)
plastic would be much better than my modeling-compound-stuff >__<;
maybe I'll buy some.... AND some chains :D

BTW! ~
from now on I have 4 weeks vacation!! .... ok, not really xD rather "vOcation" ....
but I'll do a homepage as project and can stay at home all the time! (almost) :D~
so from now on I'll be on computer 24/7 !! xDDDD"

Friday I'm in Love

2009-02-06T16:03:35Z

I'm eating 'Cup Nudeln' ~
uh.... yummy [...] x'D
finally weekend (*______*)
(after 2 1/2 school-days |D)

illustrator

2009-02-01T19:06:31Z

uhh... I was ill the last few days (>.<)
my head ached so much that I didn't could do anything D:
but now I feel so much better that I felt like being active the whole day today!!! =DD
but as always I ended up sitting in front of my laptop all the time xD

well, yes~ I had some practice with Adobe Illustrator~! :D

I'm starting to love this programm even more (^3^)
but I need some more training though...

(actually I wanted to use the day selling some of my stuff at ebay >o<; ... i'll do that tomorrow~)

Good morrow~! x'D

2009-01-19T05:07:46Z

hello again~ xD
Today I woke up a few minutes earlier than normal, so I have the time to blog now |'D
I just imagined going to school by train instead of bus... next year this will be daily routine (ö__ö;) But always seeing different faces and being around many many people in the morning is surely more refreshing than the stupid crowded bus with allways the same asocial kids inside (<__<;) Or we find a carpool until then, this would be much more relaxing!! XD uh noez~ speaking of cars..... my driving lesson today will take 2h 15min and it's in the darkness~~!! I don't want to think about it (TT___TT) I want to finish this shitty shit! D: it takes forever!!! XDD~

hm~ by the way.....
please CLICK HERE <3
haha xDDDDD~

pic of my dog & a FV

2009-01-03T01:07:42Z

vacation always messes up my sleeping-habbits!! XD
I'm sleeping the whole day and being awake all the night-time (.__.)
even my dog is sleeping! she lays next to me and looks damn cute (^.^) yay

and atm I'm fighting with youtube because it acts so mean~~ D:
baaaad youtube (>__<)

BTW I finished the first half of Inkspell now. I have never read so fast!! XD

I think the english cover looks so much better than the original (german) one (I own) D:

:::::::: E D I T ::::::::::

because youtube is so stupid..... I changed to myvideo!! XD
here's my newest FV:

Tintenherz FV - MyVideo

Only because of this movie I drove to the next bigger town to be able to watch it in cinema as soon as possible!!
It was a (big, comfortable, nice, modern, BUT) very expensive cinema!! But it was absolutely worth it.
so I can recommend it to all of you (ö___ö)y
I have to go to bed now, it's almost 4:00 AM ~ ~ ~ (x__x)

Merry Christmas

2008-12-29T21:45:19Z

hello hello ~
I hope everyone had a nice christmas! X3
well, I had!! XD But I definately ate too much!! >3< (probably that's not that bad because I lost much weight the last time D:)
This evening I had new bread with olive oil~~ it's so delicious *__* and so Italian-like!! XD Someday I want to go to Italy again. But not into their churches, they are so boring |'D

oh well... The last days I dyed my hair 2 times!! And it didn't change a bit!!! D:
dyer is so expensive and my hair is so broken now (.__.)

mmmmh I'm lookin' forward to New Years Eve (>3<)
I'll celebrate it with my friends and there will be sooooo many things to eat XDDDD

thx to my mom, she bought them in the internet for me >3<
there are 2 school books for japanese students (I think it's 1st or 2nd grade xDD) to learn the language, a notebook, pocky, mochi (which taste really strange for an european stomache ^_^;;) and another little notebook (more like a mini-letter-set ^^)
I'm very happy about those things =D

whooosh

2008-12-22T23:46:48Z

LET'S BURN SOMETHING!!!!! =D

I'm so happy right now~ x3

Hab grad' erfahren, dass Silvester extreeeem toll wird!!!!! =D (^__^=)
Also sagen wir mal - mindestens so toll wie letztes Jahr x'D
Fondue~~~ (*____*) yay.
auf Weihnachten freu ich mich nicht so xDDDD a~ber! Ich hab endlich ein Geschenk für meine Mutter xD Es war einmal, vor gar nicht all zu langer Zeit (sodass sich selbst die Jüngsten noch daran erinnern konnten), da kam mir der ultimative Einfall!! XDDDD LOL
naya, whatever...
Ich hätte jetzt Luuuuust..... Ins Kino zu gehn!? XD entweder Tintenherz oder Bedtime-Stories gucken (wobei letzterer Film garantiert shitty ist >___<;)
Heute war wieder stressig weil wegen Verwandte & so (.___.")
dafür war ich danach einkaufeeeeen (^o^)
BÖH! Und supernatural is alle jetzt =/
Für immer (T__T) .....
na ja nicht ganz xDDDD
bestimmt bis Herbst wieder (.___.) hmmmm sollten wir wohl mal stark hoffen, dass wir uns zu dieser Zeit auch in Deutschland befinden, ne? XDD will ja keine 2 Folgen verpassen müssen (^__^)

Ich pack den shice jetzt unter nen Cut!! =DD~
(und geh dann Domian gucken, wenna kommt xDDD)

ugh x__x

2008-12-15T05:13:22Z

gah~ I feel so sick DX
can't even eat my breakfast (;__;)"
& my motivation = 0.
only 1 week left until vacation, but it seems like an eternity =(
I just hope that it won't be a hard day at school today (T__T)

music

2008-12-09T21:27:03Z

good morning~!
lately I often listen to music from my own country~ xD
there are a few musicians who aren't that bad ^_^

almost everything are live-recordings so it's a bit annoying and the quality particulary not good either >.<;
but I like them. especially the lyrics.

I have to get ready now >.<
don't want to go to schooooool eeeeh xDDDDD
as always ne xD

luv luv luv

2008-12-08T18:27:04Z

O_M_G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fuckin' can't believe! XDDDDDD~ LOL
look at this:

(click? o.ô ... if ya want)

I drew this a few months ago...
it's a guy called "Dustfinger" of my at-all-times-beloved book Inkheart <3
that's how he always looked in my imagination..... (well, I TRIED to draw it like that, but I'm not that good that I can be that exactly though .__.)
and...
and...
( >////< )
now I found pictures of the upcoming movie~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!
that's how he looks in the movie:

OMG IT'S EVEN THE SAME POSE!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
okay, my dude looked much more younger, but.... there's surprisingly sooooo much striking similarity!!!!
I can't believe xDDDD gosh, the same pose LOL

btw the thingy on his shoulder is his pet marten Gwin! on my picture it sleeps between his legs~ (can't draw animals xD)

I caaaaan't await to see the movie (;____;)
but if it doesn't answer my expectations I would be very disappointed I guess...
whatever~
I'm so curious if Dustfinger & Farid fit as good together as in the book xDDDDDD

ink heart

2008-12-04T07:15:55Z

yo~!
here's again the blogactive me with great news xD
my favourite book has been filmed! :D
I watched the trailer and... wow <3 most of the actors r looking just like in my imagination~!
I'm absolutely looking forward watching it next year (^_^)

p.s.: today's the qualifying examination for the new school, aaaaaaaaah (x_____x);

advent calender

2008-12-03T05:53:25Z

hey guys~
i have got an advent calender.
and it's very... random! xD
yesterday there was something inside called horse-ointment! xDDD (with a nice menthol scent~)
and today I had strap (you know, the things that you wind around a present or so...)
that's strange~ o__ô
I wonder what I will find tomorrow xD

I hate winter D:

2008-12-02T14:34:04Z

gosh, I feel so cold~~
November was such a cold month....
and december is even worse~!
so cold~ and so grey~ ... kind of depressing xD
I think many people don't feel good at this time of the year~
The only positive thing of December is all the christmas-stuff. I can't await to go to the christmas-fair in Hannover ^__^ many colorful lights, yummy hot chocolate and glogg and the nice atmosphere <3
but when I look outside the window right now..... there's rain.
it shatters the mind!!!! .................(wow, this sounded creepy! xDDDDD)
oww look at this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhuv2Ji6zEM .........and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHz9VKliOOA
Sammy, we love you x'D

bad day (again)

2008-12-01T16:22:48Z

I feel miserable.
I know that I can't be perfect on my 6th time driving. But repeating the same mistakes over and over again......
well, I shouldn't deal so severely with me, but I'm a perfectionist. I hate this fact.
I have the feeling that I'm one of his worst students, even though my teacher always says, that I'm not bad and that it's very good for example that I never change to the wrong gears~ but - like I said - repeating mistakes IS very bad.
Furthermore I can only take a lesson once in a week. which means that I won't have my license before april '09 .... I guess (u__û)
I don't want to whine just about driving, because there are so many other things in my live which suck.
If there would be just ONE little thing that would give my life a reason (and I don't talk about stuff that happens after months or later)........ maaaaah D;

if everything's continuing like this.... I surely will become an emo soon.
.... and you all know how much I hate emos (and people like me who complain endlessly) ..... (u__u);

kuraiiii @ 2008-12-01T06:11:00

2008-12-01T05:16:01Z

moaaaaah
SHICE EEEEEEEH !!!!! XD
kein scheiß bock auf fuckin' scheiß schule jetz |'D
und nach der schule auto fahren o____ô
okeh.......
let's see if I will survive this.

(-_-)zzZ

2008-11-27T15:45:49Z

omg I'm so damn tired~~
such a long school-day and now there's so much to tidy up (T__T)
I want to sleeeeeeep (.__.);
even I just drank 2 cups of coffee D:
annnnd it's soooo cold.
I try to look forward to my b-day tomorrow, but somehow I can't (only because we have sports tomorrow xD all of us thought we'll never have school-sports again in our lives xD)

I feel like drawing now :D
or playing Devil May Cry 3 on the biiiig new LCD TV of my grandparents (^.^)
but...
my breathing pause is over and I have many things to do now (u__u)#

cough cough

2008-11-26T20:28:16Z

huaa~ the room is filled with smoke (x__x);
can't............ breathe................
(<__<) bah~
smoking is bad you know.

B-U-T !!
that's not what I wanted to tell xD
1st thing is that everything's alright now about the party on friday (^__^)/ .... xD
A-N-D !!
I've had a loooong day playing Devil May Cry 3 today~~~~~~~
wow, I love the game! And it only costed 2 euro because I got it by an auction!! xDDD
so cool (*__*)
my first impression of it wasn't that good, but now I can't get enough of it x3
but tomorrow I won't have time, I have to clean my room, the bathroom aaand I'll help my grandma cleaning the basement.
friday no time, too.
on saturday I'll sleep half of the day and in the evening I'll probably go to a concert of my brother (.......... maybe.)
and.... sunday........ (X______X) ................ time for learning process technology for the test on monday (TT____TT)

and now something random (for all the supernatural-fans of you xD):
the German word for Tuesday is "Dienstag". the pronouncing is like "Dean's Tag" ("Tag" = "day")
and Saturday is "Samstag"....... Sam's Tag
you know what I mean!! XDDDDDD
we had so much fun today when we recognized this xD
~ German-lesson is over now ~
:D

wincest ftw

2008-11-22T23:22:26Z

omg~! >_<
did you notice??
I'm using a new mood theme now!! =D
&& I love it so much x3

I want a new layout as well.
but I'm too lazy e______e" yo

lol. I got nothing more to tell x'D

Dean Winchester

2008-11-19T05:51:19Z

hello (.__.)/
I just realized that it's already sooooo late D;
I have about 50 minutes left then I have to be at the bus stop (u_u;)
Today is: politics-test, much too much network-stuff AAAND theoretical driving lesson... .
blah~ I'm not motivated.

You know this guy??
It's Dean Winchester from Supernatural <3
As a media-designer I will have to work the whole day with Illustrator (that's what it seemed whem I did my internship xD) ...
So now I'll start my training with maaaaaany vector graphics!!!!!! MANY!!! (o__ó)v
I want to be good when I start the apprenticeship.

piano-teacher

2008-11-18T15:06:24Z

hey hey hey ~ ~ ~ :D

He's the left one of the trumpet-guys~ xD
The song is one of my most favourite from Wir sind Helden...
Especially the lyrics are great ^.^

I'm in a good mood today X3

later on....

2008-11-17T15:36:09Z

maaan it's unbelievable! (>.<)
there seem to be only 3 schools for media-design in the surrounding areas!!!
baaah!!! 2 of them I already know and 1 is sooooo far away that I'd have to stay up at 3AM or so to travel there (u__u"")
gosh~ (x__x) probably I would apply at a school for learning "Designer for visual Marketing" as an alternative solution....
this sounds cool, too!!
wellwell..... my dream still would be to study arts (u.u) ... or being fashion designer, yay!!! \( * ^ * )/
but the 1st problem is, that I'm not motivated enough to do such great things and additionaly it's hard to find a job later.
whatever :D media-design is pretty cool, too (^.^) whole day programming and working with photoshop kyahahaha xDDDDDDDD

it's already half past 4... and yeah, I did do stuff for school!!! XD
but not the things I shoud have done... like.... java or assembler homework (.__.)°
I probably do it later (^_^;) .... but now it's time for playstation!!! :DDD~
which reminds me.......
I still didn't clear Persona 3 (>_<;;;)
don't I already play it now for almost a year??
haha, I should finish it! XD

1, 2, 3 ... cooky's on a tree

2008-11-17T07:51:25Z

good morning~ ^^
I was too late and missed the bus (.__.)
so I decided to not go to school today (o_ô) ...
hey, it's no problem! XD it's my 3rd missed day this half-year~!
I think 3 days are okay..... maybe I could stay at home one more day before christmas? XD
after the turn of the half-year we have to do project-stuff and our examinations, so there won't be a possibility for this (^__~)
I just have to hope that I'm not getting really sick (>__<)"

wheew~ I'm feeling so extremely uncomfortable lately D:
kind of affliction inside me...
it's because I always have the feeling that I have to take responsibility from other people (u__u)
okay, I don't feel like bothering with stupid problems now |'D

by the way, I purchased 2 games by auction~~~
one of them is 'Splinter Cell'... uhm.... I'm not sure if I'll really like it XD
but if not, I'll sell it 3 times more expensive >D harharhar~

and now I'm going to browse the internet and search for some more schools I could attend next year~
I already found 2... but it's better to apply to more, because I want to have more choices (^_^)v